Humanity Please

Ive been meaning to write this blog for a while now.
Everynight for the last few weeks i have been thinking, what is with this world?
Im not saying that everyone is devilish evil people, and the world should just hurry up and explodee. But just the whole 'growing up' process is somewhat...harsh.

Im not sure if im the only one realising it, but the friendship groups from last year have totally broken up. For a while i struggled to understand why, and whether or not it was my fault. But after seeing a counsellor tuesday things have become slightly clearer.
(I still slightly blame myself, but meh)
Although it seems to be that everyone is fake these days, and stereotypical, most people are just searching for who they are, who they want to be, who they want to become. Through the process i guess some of us try out different friendship groups, different styles, and different opinions, but in all this process, some of us are seen as another stereotype, by the way we look, and our views.
Its come to a point where its just become to complicated.
Now, being the girl i am, i will probably do anything to avoid the lipstick and dresses. Alongside with soppy music and movies, and most girls.
But as we get older, in a sense, friendships between guys and girls simply....seperate. Most girls start looking at guys as.... guys, not a good friend, guys vise-versa.
So here i am, stuck in the situation where, if i dont hang around girls, im going to be left out by the guys simple because im not of the same sex.
Ive been hanging around guys for a while, and to be honest its been like this since year 3, but it comes to a point when the pressure comes on to fit into society, and do what society wants.
Then you see emo's and goths, and think of them as... a stereotype, or fake, or as a group of fags. All they are doing (well most of them) are trying to avoid the pressure of being pushed into something they dont like, or agree on. society.
Heck, it makes me want to join them.

Another point. the sexism of this world, its insaneee.
We are all human, why is the world divided into boys and girls?
We are all human, we hate, we get sad, we cry, so if a guy does this, it obviuosly means he's a pussy. We all do it, we all have emotions, so why is it seen as a 'girl' thing?
And again, just because a guy acts tough in public dosnt means he's a heartless emotionless tool.
Just because half (or more) of the population of girls like pink, dosnt mean we all do, so why is it considered a girl color? guys like it too!
Why are girls expected to wear fancy clothes, wear make-up, like soppy crap, and be emotional wrecks.
Some girls like playing sports, getting muddy, watching blood and gore movies.
Some guys like having deep conversations, like watching chick flicks, and hate playing sport.
we're not lez or gay,(well, some) we're different, therefore, we dont fit in.

so to the ones that dont fit in, we are the ones who have to suffer.
i wonna start up a new group, one for the people who dont fit into the boy/girl stereotype.
'the zoe followers'
the new emos in town
sounds good aye :D

wow, i dragged this on for a while
ive probably forgotten alot of stuff
and i probably typed it out all stupid, and nobody is gonna read it
but i have nothing better to type at one in the morning
anyway,to the people who read this, think about these things
we could start a new genoration of non-pressuring stereotype-ness.
:D!

Hastings day '07

This day ended up VERY important. Because it was the day i met my bestfriend.

WOW OMG WHAT FUN!
ok, so much stuff happened, ill TRY and list them all aha!

ok, here we go..

first off, i met up with adelaide, a mate from primary school that i hadnt seen... SINCE PRIMARY SCHOOL, yea... we watched the parade together. FREE LOLLIES!
john donna and julie hadnt arrived yet.
so yea..
ANYWAY, i got a text from donna saying her and julie were almost at hasting.
SCARY!, of course i havnt met em yet, so i was all like
OMG, IM SOO ANNOYING THEY WILL HATE ME.
bet eh?
i went of to find em, addie stayed wif her friend.

i met julie and donna near blockbuster.. after hours (meaning minutes) or searching.
as expected i wouldnt shut up ;D

we decided to go to my dads work so i could scab some money off him.
we failed, we kinda got lost xDD
SO WE JUST TOOK PICS INSTEAD! >:D

haha, TAKING PICS OF JULIE IS FUNNNNNNN
shes so pretty/cute xD
after we got lost, we went to coles, baught burger rings. coke. M&M's
sat outside
ate burger rings, coke, and M&M's
THEN JULIE SPOTED THE ALL FAMOUS JHNNEEEEEEEEE

julie and john ran off to rape some vending machine
so me and donna decided to make an M&M rainbow :DD
AND TAKE MORE PHOTOS!

rofl, i have a feeling this blogs gonna go for a while...
ANYWHO
john and julie returned
and we walked
found a book shop...

BOOKS & BOGANS
FOR ALL YOUR BOGANNY NEEDS

the randomness begins xD
so there we were... walking walking walking...
went into random shops..
including BARGAIN BASEMENT, or some shizzle
baught dummys
TOOK PHOTOOOOOOS

alot of photos..
yea, so then i think we went down to the rides and stuff
julie and donna went on a ride
me and john walked of, and found addie
SHE HAD SILLY STRINGGGGG
lucky for me it was empty
unluckily for me her friend had a pink can of silly string
SHE GOT IT IN MY HAIR
EW PINK


haha, i was hugging like mad :]
i think almost everytime i hugged john, it led to injury :DD

we then decided to find my dad to get the money
so we could sneak of to frankston without him knowing, and buy stuff.
which we didnt end up doing
anyway
walking walking...
TOOK MORE PHOTOS!

i really should've resized em, but i cbf xD
anyway, we were at the corner of my church, and i was called by my daddyo
and he came to me and gave me the money :D
THEN WE TOOK MORE PHOTOS! AHAHAHHA
and undid julies hair xD

BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM, I WANT YOU IN MY ROOM! (8)

JULIES BUMMMMM!

and a nice family photo :D

we walked back down to the rides and stuff.
julie and donna went on another few rides
and me and john met up with sarah (johns sisterrrrrr)
AND WE PUT HAIRTIES IN JOHNS HAIR AGAIN
HOORAY!
oh yea.. MORE PICS XDDDDDDDDDDD

haha, its all good (Y)
uh, what happend next... UMMMM
well we walked around a bit more, i think donna went to the bank
PELVIS HUG!

:DDDD
then me and donna decided to get married. FOR REAL
we went into a little shop, AND BAUGHT OUR MOOD WEDDIN RINGS.
we did it all traditionally
and... THEY WERE TWO DORRAR! :D
oh yea, i baught 2 packs of pokemon cards too xD
we then went into gay mart to search for our children
we were ready to adopt
aha!
instead we ended up printing of some pics from the cam :]
and taking pics of the security camera roflllls

it was almost time for me to leave...
*sob*
we wandered to the train station to gaher with donnas family
and took our last few pics ;']



we went to maccas
and had our goodbye hugs
ohh i loved hastings day ;']

Qld '06-'07

First day
Wednesday
6:35am
pshh, ok so far, ive woken up at 3, and we were in the car by 4. Melbournes a fair far away now, nothting interesting has happened so far really. My brother has waved at a speed camera, and we're currently driving next to a ccar with a ttrailor that reminds me of a kangaroo =)
alana jr(my phone) still isn't working =(
and im kinda sick of laaland singing "5 little ducks went out one day, over the hills and far away"
OH GOD WE ALMOST RAN OVER A BIRD!….

First day
Wednesday
9:15am
WOW, ok, this is scary. When I was younger our car was hit by a truck. I was like 2. None of us were in the car, because it had broken down on the side of the road. We weren't far from a petrol station, and the man there was helping us get the car started. Then the truck smashed into the side of the car, full force. NOW, we just stopped of for petrol. IT WAS THE SAME PETROL STATION!
The same dude was there, hes old now ^_^
And he remebered us, and all that junk.
How freaky! XD….

First day
Wednesday
2:10pm
well… we just stopped of for lunch, and we'll probably get to dubbo at about 5.
Haha, lunch was funny. Mum was complaining that laaland, dad and myself don't behave when we're in public. And that we embarrass her. About ten seconds later she was complaining to the shop owner that her sandwich was stuffed. It's a good thing we're never going back there to eat, next time they might spit in her sandwich xD….
First day
Wednesday
8:50pm
ok, we're in dubbo, in a snazzy cabbin. Its chillin 'ere. We gots a pool, t.v, park all that jazz. And I have my own room! YAY. No sharing with laaland mwahaha. XDD
just before, I had to take my bro laaland to the park, while we were there, there was this… about 11 year old fat kid who wouldn't stop talking to me, I could so tell he had the hots for me.
And he lived like… a cabbin away from me, and was like… "zoeeee come to the pooooool"
Me: "ugh, SORRY FAT KID, NOT TODAY"
I didn't really call him fat kid
But you get the idea xD
O.o pizza 4 tea, yum…

Second day
Thursday
8:55 am
right, so far we've seen a kangaroo ^_^ (amazingly alive)
a billion truckies(hermits)
and a few mountains that looked like pyramids ^_^
we just stopped into maccas for breakie, and im just a typical tomboy with no fashion sense.
I was wearing my strippy sexy sox with mini shorts and baggy jumper.
EVERY1 WAS LOOKING AT ME!
They probably thought I was the new Ronald or sumfin xD

Second day
Thursday
3:45 pm
ok we've passed the QLD border, and we're about 2 hours away from stevos house.
YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!
The time is actually 2:45 now, cos of the time difference. But ill stick to vic timing until tomoz.
Right now we're going through bends
I feel sick
And we dropped of for lunch
Everyone looked at me again

Third day
Friday
8:30am
HOOZAH! Qld is greatata!
So far I might have had a few fights because jen and stevo kept stealing my stuff.
But I just chased after them and hit em wif pillows >:D
Haha, and last night me and jen sat up to about 11:30 taking photos! It was
Soo funny. Theres a pic of me having a seizure xD
And one of jen being a beaver
Mwahaha! :P

Third day
Friday
4:45pm
oh gosh, happy feet was an awsome movie
first of the aeroplane jelly add was on ^_^
then there were the obsessive catch phrases
eg: "COME BACK ANY TIME RUBBER BUTT" xDD
and..and "maybe you should get a rape whistle!"
wait a second -.-
ugh…haha
JUST OBSSESED A BIT?

Fourth day
Saturday
5:30pm
wow! Today we went to the giant pineapple, it was fairly odd, but that's the way I like it :D
there were llamas, and we rode in a nut train =D
rape raindeer was invented yesterday, and we played football last night too xDD. Right now im about to kill someone >:D
stupid sony wont tfix my phone =]
POKER TONIGHT XD
*pokes*

Fifth day
Sunday
5:10pm
we went to australia zoo today =D
it was my family and spare bro (aka stevo :P)
we saw terry irwin, and laanad saw bindi on thee trampoline. Shes so famous now :P
I fed a kangaroo, and pat a koala, and saw a tiger swim =)
It was great fun. But laaland still talks to much, IT SO ANNOYING!

NEW YEARS!
10
9
8
7
6
5
4
3
2
1
HAPPY
NEW YEARS
*NOISE* =)
haha, ive almost lost my voice from playing singstar for about 2 hours xD

sixth day
Monday
5:00pm
we went shoppin today =D fun,
we took random pics, got locked in jay jays, and I forgot to mention the lollies we brought =D
23 bux worth YAY!
We're gonna eat em at midnight tonight >:D
And my mission to make steve and jen a myspace IS COMPLETE!
HOORAY!

Seventh day
Tuesday
4:45pm
went to underwater world today. >:D
My family and spare sis (aka jen xD)
It was fairly fun. There were sharks..and..and FISHIES! And.. and.. glow fish with glowing eyes >:D
They would be perfect for my evil lair!
Ugh..
Anyways, we saw the ship steve irwin died on :o!
It was cool
Then we went to lunch, and I played on a pirate ship :D
Then I went to the toilet, and when I came back…
Every1 was gone :'[
I found them hiding behind a rubbish bin >:[

Eighth day
Wednesday
11:55am
we just left stevos house =(
we're headin 4 the goldcoast now.
Im gonna get my phone fixed soon too =)
Hmm, isnt it supposed to be hot in qld?
Its raining!
Im watching cars =]




GOLDCOAST!

Eighth day
Wednesday
7:30pm
WOW!!! We're on the gold coast baby!
We went to infinity, and it was awsome.
There were so many illusions and stuff.
It like a giant creepy/fun maze. Laaland bumped into a mirror rofl.
Then afterwoods we went to get a drink, and he spilt it ALL over himself!
Bad day I say.
Then I went into a shop called dracula, gothic heaven.
It was awsome ^_^
Then we saw bat roam the street xD

Ninth day
Thursday
8:30pm
ZOMG!!! Dreamworld was AWSOME!!!!
I RODE MY FIRST EVER rollercoaster!
I got wet in the log ride ^_^
Then I went on the claw, arnt I brave :L or just… really stupid
Then… I WENT ON THE TOWER OF TERROR!!!
Its apparently the fastest and tallest ride, in the world!
Me?… crazy?.. NO WAYS ^_^
It was FUN AS!!!!
Next stop.. movie world >:D

Tenth day
Friday
7:10pm
this fab day started with me picking up alana jr from the phone fixers >:P
SHES FIXED! YAY
Then I went to movie world. Sooo fun. I didn't go on any freaky rides, I couldn't be bothered, but I still had an awsome time!
I went and saw stunts, ate ice-cream =) bought a superman tee, helped bat,an fight evil
And…yea xD
FUN!

Eleventh day
Saturday
11:00pm
today was fairly boring,
we went to water world, but I didn't really enjoy it
we're headin home totmoz, but we're gonna take it slowwwwww, so it'll take 4 days to get back home… joy.
I cant wait to get outta here, this cabbin is horribubble.
Ive seen two roaches so far, and I have o share a room with my whole family.
Dad snores
Blah

Twelfth day
Sunday
12:30pm
ok, we're headin home, and we we're just in hippie central byron bay!
It was awesome(besides the weed and chicks with armpit hair)
There were people dancing
Hill billies
Music
And a dude playing a flute in a tree
I loved it
The markets were awesome
Peace man

Thirteenth day
Monday
9:50am
GAH! Another bad cabbin.
This one was covered in bugs. But today we're going
to tys house,
Son of my mums best friend
BUT HE WONT BE THERE!
Pshh!
They live in sydney
SYDNEY
HERE I COME!
XD

Thirteenth day
Monday
1:45pm
we've stopped of for lunch at maccas.
Soooo bored!
Haha, we're parked in front of a shop with banners
All over it saying:
"5 STAR TOILETS HERE!"
WTH?!?!

Fourteenth day
Tuesday
10:00pm
ok, we left syd, and we're now at gundagai.
WE FINALLY GOT A GOOD CABBIN! YAY!
AND IM COMING
HOME TOMOZ!
YAYAYAYAYAY!
SCHOOLS STARTING IN THREE WEEKS!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
XD

Lastday
Wednesday
10:45
we just crossed the border into vic
mum says we should be home by 3:00 at this rate
cant wait to go..)
and pick up my dog
comet from my uncles
house. The little fluff ball
^_^

Lastday
Wednesday
1:10pm
Ok, we just stopped of at glenrowan
Where ned kelly died I think.
Anyways, it was really boring, and we stayed there for an hour and a half, so I might not get home untill 5:00 NOW! >:(

Lastday
Wednesday
4:20pm
we just picked up comet. Haha, she missed us ^_^
GAH, she was trying to steal my candy canes before!
NO, THERE MINE!!!
*barks*
watching james and the gaint peach o.o
I liked the pirates :D

Last day
Wednesday
4:49pm
HOME!


STRANGE ENCOUNTERS!
Ok, on my trip there were some strange things I saw.
· the steve irwin mascot-
oh gosh that dude was freaky
· the anorexic triplets-
they all looked the same,
thin sticks with bobby hair. Around my age :S
· the witch lady-
she wore a beehive on her head ^_^
· scary stalker old asian lady pedo-
she wouldn't stop staring at me :S
· silly cop-
he didn't indacate. And we ended up following him the whole way to dreamworld.
Dad wanted to book him >:D
· CONDOM KINGDOM-
yes, it exists xDD
· mrs. Howden-
my grade 3/ 4 teacher at dreamworld with her daughter taylor
blake disappeared O.o

I think I might've missed something, but eh?

owners manual to zoe (read before every purchase)

how did this blog start you might ask? well, it started when zoe realised she was being to random to make sense of, and was freaking people out more than usual.
so, it gives me great orgasmic pleasure to present

owners manual to...
ZOE!!!!!!!!

now, lets start from the beginning. zoe isnt not THAT random. she just tends to get bored alot. she actually learnt from zee masters. (aka john and alana ;]) so they should take the blame. *gives*

now, i will once again warn you, there are no refunds after purchase. she is to overly obsessive. she'll even follow you to alaska. so beware.
she likes to eat fetuses, and tends to run mocks... IN her mind :]
she cant tell left from right, and will not leave you alone if you are upset.
she is indeed real, not fake, and dosnt like the idea of being a follower. she is always talking, if not take her to the nearest mechanics for extensive repair.
she can be very energetic, but lazy at the same time. and wouldnt turn down a game of football.
she could eat like a pig, but can also choose to not eat at all. it really all depends on the way you treat her.

FAQ
hi, i have a problem with my zoe. im currently pregnant, and she keeps trying to eat my un-developed baby. what should i do?
in cases of pregnancy, hide in the nearest wardrobe, and stay there untill birth. and next time remeber, little kids are a bad idea :]

my zoe is avoiding me. what do i do?
ok, zoe usually dosnt avoid people. she wouldnt hang around you in the case that she thinks shes not wanted around, or you just simply have offended her. in which case, ignore it, she dosnt hate you :]

is there anything good about zoe?
to be honest with you, there really isnt much good with her.

then why exactly should i get one?
cos you love her anyway? :]

I've got a problem with my zoe. She keeps giving abortions to old people. What do i do?
We dont take responsibility. please check our ZOE GIVES ABORTIONS page. :]

my zoe seems to be very obsessed over me. is this normal?
zoe can be very obsessive. she really does care to much for people. :]

how much would this zoe cost?
zoe comes free, but requires alot of love :]

how will zoe arrive?
zoe will be delivered to your house/school in a pencil box. :]

i hope you enjoy your new purchase. any questions please call 04********

to idiots who thinks they're better than me

SHUT THE HELL UP!
im so sick of people treatting me like a freak all the time. so what im not "popular". get over yourselves. if u dont like me, dont shove it in my face like a peice of pie... yumm... pie.... :)
stop calling me and emo, and a nerd an shit. its lame. :)
stop calling me stupid, . i know im an idiot (most of the time) and i act like a fool :)
just, leave me alone, and get of my case :D
im trying to feel better about myself, but its hard when ppl tell me to shut up all the time, and treating me like i have no feelings.
i reailse as im reading this that i SHOULD ignore them, and i do. but sometimes its not just those people, but people who are closer to me.
if that makes sense (:
sooooo... yea :)
i really shouldnt blog so much, right now ppl are probably thinking i hate every1, but i do not
im just sick of ppl who think they are better than me treating me like a loser. and school. and many other things :)

school, what a waste!

WASTE OF TIME!

I think school is one of the biggest wastes of time, and im thinking about quittin as soon as i can. most of the teachers are idiots. i mean... arnt they supposed to be smart? of course im directing most of this at a math teacher, but really, there are many other teachers that are to stupid to see simple things. "im gonna give you a dt becos u were LAUGHING!" . ITS STUPID! i mean, come on! teachers think that any1 whos done somthing bad in the past deserves a dt. i was basicly a nerd for half this year (in nerd i mean, didnt talk in class or shit like dat) and if i talk or laugh i get a "warning" when others get a dt. IDIOTS! i feel like lighting them on fire, and watching them burn :]
and i said i wasnt a hateful person XD
then theres the facts that teachers tell us to wear our hats when its RAINING!, OH YEA WE ARE SOOO GONNA GET SKIN CANCER! pffffft!
and i really dont see the point of not letting us have our phones on ALL day. and i also dont see the point of tests.
its so boring, and i have actually fallen asleep in class once :] be proud of me. oh god i happe a teacher dosnt read this.. but, really, im telling the truth right?
they're all so lame, and... STUPID, GAH
i shouldnt really be the one complaining. i mean ive gotten 2 dts this year (for not wearing my gay uniforn "correctly") but, i still hate it :] i really want to go on strike or sumfin, or just play pranks on the teachers (they would never guess it was me -.-) just like a book i wrote "nerd gone wrong" . oh god i so want to do those things i wrote. which included telling the teachers their wrongs. (and giving the teachers dog poop)
oh, did i mention thte fact of the 30CM RULE, OMG THEIR SO GAY! AND THEM BUGGING ME ABOUT MY HAIR ALL THE TIME. FUCKING RETARDS!, HOW IS IT EXACTLY DANGEROUS?!?
I MEAN, ITS NOT AS IF IM RANDOMLY GONNA CATCH FIRE BECAUSE I HAD HAIR OVER MY FACE! OMFG!

life is depressing?!? NO WAY! =O!

BLAH!
i think im gonna regret writting this in a blog, but i cant be fucked writting it in my diary :]yes, i own a diary, and i WOULD call it a journal besides the fact ive been calling it a diary since i owned a diary in grade 2. it would just be too weird =]i doubt many people would ACTUALLY read this, but that would be a good thing.right now, IM SO PISSED OF =]im really sick of people calling me an attenion hog (i can name 3 =]) and thinking im putting on a stupid act to grab attention.well.... ur an idiot =]im not a fucking emo, and they should get over themselves.yes, i have a couple of bad days now and then (by couple i mean alot)and i dont go round braggin about how much i hate myself now do i?and no, i dont hate myself..... THAT much =]and im so sick of it. grow up!if u dont give a shit about me, i dont care!just dont make it worse.if you hate me, DONT fucking push me around, and be a bitch to melearn to ignore me. DUH!to my friends who are reading thisi know most of u dont give a shitso stop pretending like u do, and get off my casepffft, most of you are probably sighing, and wishing i would shut up right nowto bad =]i like to blog =]
im sick of people telling me to shut up, so i will (try teehee). i have nothing "important" to say apparently, and im sick of people mocking me when i do speak.
if u were actually bored enough to read this, dont reply with a stupid comment saying "that isnt true"cos im really sick of ppl acting like they care (some dont even act) then i find out they dont
it hurts me more.
that is all