Fools

bleh. hello. godiekthx

im so sick of people judging me by appearance, or by my flipping myspace profile -sigh-
ive only been through this a billion times, but when are people going to get the message?
why does everyone instantly judge people?
oh, so this person had a bad first impression, or this person looks like that
we're all different [well, most of us] we all have a different personality, just because we decide to wear what someone else does, dosnt mean we're fake
we're just stealing someone elses style.
heck, i dont even do that
i wear what im comfortable in
so what if it includes black?
oh man, i must be such an emo for wearing black, oh no.
or maybe its because my profile contains black on it?, OH MY, HOW BAD IS THAT.
hey, i dont want to dress like a slut, is that okay? no, its not is it.

and so what if i was emo anyway?
does it mean i am a horrible person?
no, it dosnt.
we are all human
just because so and so looks like this, it dosnt mean they are a bitch/slut/tool/idiot or any other variation.
stop giving people labels, should it make a difference anyway?
no, it shouldnt.

'are you emo?'
'ah, well yea :S'
'OMG LEPROSY IM GONNA STAY AWAY FROM YOU AHHH' -runs off-

why dont people like them in the first place?
is it because they are too different?
is it because they look to different?
what is it exactly, that makes emos, or goths even, so bad?
the world accepts 'teeny boppers' or 'jocks' , but they cant accept the people who wear black?
bleh, its like being racist.
just because one emo cuts her/his wrist, does it mean they all do?
and heck, does it actually mean they are doing it for attention?
really, unless they're going around everywhere yelling out
'I CUT MY WRISTS' i dont really think so.
hey, its not only emos who do it either
anyone, no matter what group you come from can give into it
depression can hit anyone, not just emos
and hey, if they wonna wear black because they dont feel like shining in some stupid flouro supre top, then go ahead.

do you even have any idea on what things can go through someones head?
i doubt it.
so what if your lifes is all sunshine and lollypops, its not like that way for everyone
theres some people who realise how stupid this world really is, and are affected by it.
not everyones an optimist.
but i guess its not your feelings that are hurt, so i guess it dosnt really matter.

idiot
'lets humiliate this person, and throw her in the dirt, it'll give us something to do'
'HEY BITCH, GO DIE'
'your ugly and fat, your going to explode from uglyness one day'

sticks and stones dont really break bones, but words will hurt her.


there are just some people out there that do everything for personal gain.
heck, i had this problem yesterday, or the day before idno
but yea okay, i was upset, and i didnt tell someone what was wrong, i didnt really want to be a burden
but guess what they did?
they just got hella angry with me
YEA THAT HELPS
now i know what was really going through your head
'im gonna make her think i care, but really, i just want to be a bignose and know everything'
once again, its not your feelings your hurting, so its okay, right?

this world seems to be full with hate
even friends are getting themselves into stupid quarrels.
what i dont understand is, if you cared about your friendship so much, why dont you just stop being stubborn, and give in? just end the stupid fight.
does the friendship mean more?
or does 'winning' the arguement mean more?

fooooooolssss

oh man, we only have one shot at life, why are we aiming ourselves to try and be more important, instead of mingeling with everyone? or trying to make a difference?
would you rather people saying 'uh, well she was a bitch...' at your funeral, or something like 'wow, she was such an amazing and caring person'

when are people going to wake up and share burdens.
when are people going to stop calling eachother stupid names, and start giving compliments?
when are people going to stop fighting, and start accepting each other?
when are people going to stop hating, and start loving and caring?

i think the answer will be never.