Friday, November 24, 2006

to idiots who thinks they're better than me

SHUT THE HELL UP!
im so sick of people treatting me like a freak all the time. so what im not "popular". get over yourselves. if u dont like me, dont shove it in my face like a peice of pie... yumm... pie.... :)
stop calling me and emo, and a nerd an shit. its lame. :)
stop calling me stupid, . i know im an idiot (most of the time) and i act like a fool :)
just, leave me alone, and get of my case :D
im trying to feel better about myself, but its hard when ppl tell me to shut up all the time, and treating me like i have no feelings.
i reailse as im reading this that i SHOULD ignore them, and i do. but sometimes its not just those people, but people who are closer to me.
if that makes sense (:
sooooo... yea :)
i really shouldnt blog so much, right now ppl are probably thinking i hate every1, but i do not
im just sick of ppl who think they are better than me treating me like a loser. and school. and many other things :)

Thursday, November 23, 2006

school, what a waste!

WASTE OF TIME!

I think school is one of the biggest wastes of time, and im thinking about quittin as soon as i can. most of the teachers are idiots. i mean... arnt they supposed to be smart? of course im directing most of this at a math teacher, but really, there are many other teachers that are to stupid to see simple things. "im gonna give you a dt becos u were LAUGHING!" . ITS STUPID! i mean, come on! teachers think that any1 whos done somthing bad in the past deserves a dt. i was basicly a nerd for half this year (in nerd i mean, didnt talk in class or shit like dat) and if i talk or laugh i get a "warning" when others get a dt. IDIOTS! i feel like lighting them on fire, and watching them burn :]
and i said i wasnt a hateful person XD
then theres the facts that teachers tell us to wear our hats when its RAINING!, OH YEA WE ARE SOOO GONNA GET SKIN CANCER! pffffft!
and i really dont see the point of not letting us have our phones on ALL day. and i also dont see the point of tests.
its so boring, and i have actually fallen asleep in class once :] be proud of me. oh god i happe a teacher dosnt read this.. but, really, im telling the truth right?
they're all so lame, and... STUPID, GAH
i shouldnt really be the one complaining. i mean ive gotten 2 dts this year (for not wearing my gay uniforn "correctly") but, i still hate it :] i really want to go on strike or sumfin, or just play pranks on the teachers (they would never guess it was me -.-) just like a book i wrote "nerd gone wrong" . oh god i so want to do those things i wrote. which included telling the teachers their wrongs. (and giving the teachers dog poop)
oh, did i mention thte fact of the 30CM RULE, OMG THEIR SO GAY! AND THEM BUGGING ME ABOUT MY HAIR ALL THE TIME. FUCKING RETARDS!, HOW IS IT EXACTLY DANGEROUS?!?
I MEAN, ITS NOT AS IF IM RANDOMLY GONNA CATCH FIRE BECAUSE I HAD HAIR OVER MY FACE! OMFG!

life is depressing?!? NO WAY! =O!

BLAH!
i think im gonna regret writting this in a blog, but i cant be fucked writting it in my diary :]yes, i own a diary, and i WOULD call it a journal besides the fact ive been calling it a diary since i owned a diary in grade 2. it would just be too weird =]i doubt many people would ACTUALLY read this, but that would be a good thing.right now, IM SO PISSED OF =]im really sick of people calling me an attenion hog (i can name 3 =]) and thinking im putting on a stupid act to grab attention.well.... ur an idiot =]im not a fucking emo, and they should get over themselves.yes, i have a couple of bad days now and then (by couple i mean alot)and i dont go round braggin about how much i hate myself now do i?and no, i dont hate myself..... THAT much =]and im so sick of it. grow up!if u dont give a shit about me, i dont care!just dont make it worse.if you hate me, DONT fucking push me around, and be a bitch to melearn to ignore me. DUH!to my friends who are reading thisi know most of u dont give a shitso stop pretending like u do, and get off my casepffft, most of you are probably sighing, and wishing i would shut up right nowto bad =]i like to blog =]
im sick of people telling me to shut up, so i will (try teehee). i have nothing "important" to say apparently, and im sick of people mocking me when i do speak.
if u were actually bored enough to read this, dont reply with a stupid comment saying "that isnt true"cos im really sick of ppl acting like they care (some dont even act) then i find out they dont
it hurts me more.
that is all