Humanity Please

Ive been meaning to write this blog for a while now.
Everynight for the last few weeks i have been thinking, what is with this world?
Im not saying that everyone is devilish evil people, and the world should just hurry up and explodee. But just the whole 'growing up' process is somewhat...harsh.

Im not sure if im the only one realising it, but the friendship groups from last year have totally broken up. For a while i struggled to understand why, and whether or not it was my fault. But after seeing a counsellor tuesday things have become slightly clearer.
(I still slightly blame myself, but meh)
Although it seems to be that everyone is fake these days, and stereotypical, most people are just searching for who they are, who they want to be, who they want to become. Through the process i guess some of us try out different friendship groups, different styles, and different opinions, but in all this process, some of us are seen as another stereotype, by the way we look, and our views.
Its come to a point where its just become to complicated.
Now, being the girl i am, i will probably do anything to avoid the lipstick and dresses. Alongside with soppy music and movies, and most girls.
But as we get older, in a sense, friendships between guys and girls simply....seperate. Most girls start looking at guys as.... guys, not a good friend, guys vise-versa.
So here i am, stuck in the situation where, if i dont hang around girls, im going to be left out by the guys simple because im not of the same sex.
Ive been hanging around guys for a while, and to be honest its been like this since year 3, but it comes to a point when the pressure comes on to fit into society, and do what society wants.
Then you see emo's and goths, and think of them as... a stereotype, or fake, or as a group of fags. All they are doing (well most of them) are trying to avoid the pressure of being pushed into something they dont like, or agree on. society.
Heck, it makes me want to join them.

Another point. the sexism of this world, its insaneee.
We are all human, why is the world divided into boys and girls?
We are all human, we hate, we get sad, we cry, so if a guy does this, it obviuosly means he's a pussy. We all do it, we all have emotions, so why is it seen as a 'girl' thing?
And again, just because a guy acts tough in public dosnt means he's a heartless emotionless tool.
Just because half (or more) of the population of girls like pink, dosnt mean we all do, so why is it considered a girl color? guys like it too!
Why are girls expected to wear fancy clothes, wear make-up, like soppy crap, and be emotional wrecks.
Some girls like playing sports, getting muddy, watching blood and gore movies.
Some guys like having deep conversations, like watching chick flicks, and hate playing sport.
we're not lez or gay,(well, some) we're different, therefore, we dont fit in.

so to the ones that dont fit in, we are the ones who have to suffer.
i wonna start up a new group, one for the people who dont fit into the boy/girl stereotype.
'the zoe followers'
the new emos in town
sounds good aye :D

wow, i dragged this on for a while
ive probably forgotten alot of stuff
and i probably typed it out all stupid, and nobody is gonna read it
but i have nothing better to type at one in the morning
anyway,to the people who read this, think about these things
we could start a new genoration of non-pressuring stereotype-ness.
:D!